Today I am tired

I am having a terrible time coming up with a post today. I am tired. I went to bed a little later than normal last night, but that really shouldn't matter. I am sitting here trying to come up with something to write about and it just isn't happening. Ugh.

One good thing, I have finally started on my book. I always thought it would be a Vegas book, but it's not, this one is about past lives. About a modern day stay at home mom who is transported back 250 years to figure out what went wrong in that time period that has lead her to where she is today.

I wish I could do that, go back and see where my missteps were and have a chance to redo them, maybe. Even though there are somethings I would change in my life now, there is a lot I wouldn't. And everything I've done before, in this life and past lives, have put me where I am today. And, Thank You Powers that Be, I am happy. No I don't have tons of money, or a brand new car and fancy clothes, but I have a home I love, clothes to cover my body that are clean and not rags, a car that is pretty sharp looking for its age and gets me to point B from point A just fine and plenty of food so that I never have to worry where my next meal is coming from. And to some people that is having a fortune.

My children are another of my blessings. My daughter and I talk or rather IM pretty much everyday, if only for a few minutes. But I feel like I have a place in her life now when for a long while I didn't. My middle son is 23 and at the time in his life where so much is going on. We don't communicate as much, but he knows he is in my thoughts and prayers and I know I am in his. The same goes with my youngest son. I have super wonderful children.

My boyfriend and I are going through a transistion. Not easy, but I sincerely hope, worth it in the long run. I am 47, I have been with this man for 7 years. I know him and am comfortable with him and I love him. And I know the same is true for him. But like I've said before, relationships aren't so easy. But I think if both partners work together, relationships can be awesome and inspiring. I hope he and I get on the same path before too long. It can be lonesome alone on my path. I bet he gets lonesome alone on his path too.

Work is going fine, considering the economy I am so lucky to even have one, specially one that I really enjoy.

So other than the Monday blahs, I must admit all is good in my little corner of the world. I hope the same goes for you.