What I Want

I lay in bed last night thinking about my first step - figuring out what I want for my life. If you know me you know patience isn't my greatest virtue, but I also know that I do need to learn it. Anyway, as I lay there I thought to myself 'if I think - What do I want?' - while I sleep it will come to me. Well, other than a nightmare about female terrorists, no lightening struck. Oh well, I know I have to keep it up and something will happen.

In the book I am reading about reincarnation, Many Lives, Many Masters, it stated something that really stuck out to me. "We must accept what comes to us at a given time, and not ask for more." What a statement. We all think that we deserve this or that, if we had this or that we'd be better off and happier. We all, and especially me, need to analyze what that statement really means. And you know what! it just came to me, what I want for my life - Acceptance of what is coming to me, and I want to work with myself to learn what that is.

How amazing is that, I ask the 'Powers that Be' to help me figure out what I want in my life and I do. But knowing and understanding aren't the same thing. Acceptance of what is coming to me, that to me means I have to be open to experiences and be willing to "roll with the flow."

I was counseled to write, so I am doing that. I am blogging - I am in the Twenty-First Century of course -and I have had some amazing experiences when I first moved here to Vegas to write about, plus there is my imagination.

So for today I am taking my message. I will chew on it and taste it and process it and see what path I will be lead down. Keeping my eyes, ears and heart open.