A New Beginning

Okay, here goes, today is, like they say - The First Day of the Rest of My Life. Needless to say to my friends, I have been going thru some issues but I made a smart move today in getting on the road to resolve them. I had a psychic reading. I went to Mystic Minds, in Henderson, NV and saw a very smart person. Her name is Sheigh and she is what is called an empath. I usually have tarot readings and this is my first experience with an empath. I must say I was pleasantly surprised. The main issue was my relationship with my boyfriend. He is a very good man and I do love him, but lately we have been driving each other NUTS!

My exact reading would be too long to go into here and parts of it, truly, are just for me. But the gist of it all is I need to take time to empower myself. My very close friends will know that will be a hard task for me to do. But to be honest, I knew something had to change within myself for me to be happy. And I do agree, no one is accountable for my happiness more than I am.

I told my boyfriend that I had a reading and he was very cool with it. He knows it was a big part of my life when I lived in Michigan before moving here to Vegas. And he was very cool with my telling him just what I feel comfortable telling him. There is more for him and I to talk about, but since I was on the phone at work, it isn't a good idea to get into it too deeply. But we will sometime this weekend. Probably not tonight, I need to get organized with my thoughts so that they are presented in the most coherent and sane manner. I am the first to admit, I can fly off the handle and that helps NOTHING at all.

My daughter just asked why I changed my email, my other email pegged me as belonging to someone, when I have to now learn to belong to myself. I have been getting mad at Will, my boyfriend, for not making everything like it was. I was not accepting of the changes he's had to make in his life, and to accept those changes, I need to make changes in my life and I know these changes will empower me and allow Will and I to become good to and for each other again.

To be totally honest with myself, this won't be easy. For most of my adult life I was one type of person, now I need to become another. Another thing Shiegh talked to me about was the fact that past lives are popping up now and are needing to come to full circle. I went to a Past Life Regression class about 2 months ago and it was very interesting. The teacher recommended a book called - Many Lives, Many Masters. I just checked that out of the library, so I will be putting down the fluff reading now and then and delve into that.

Well, I do believe that is enough for now. I know this will be an interesting journey. A part of me is eager to start it, the old me wants to put my head in the sand and just have it all go away. But I am smart enough to know, that never works.

So wish me luck and here we go....!